you disgust me

and I don't know where I'd be

without you

 

It's such a lie

so well orchestrated

symphonic mendacity at its finest

the truth was, life by your side

seemed so much more closed to possibility

 

Now I'm running through the water

brackish as it may be

leaving in my wake

the trail of incessant need

'cause now I'm running through the water

and I've washed myself clean

of you

 

Thankless lovers I've had

and I thank you

for all the pain

you engraved on my soul

 

What's behind your eyes

has filtered through

now I see that

I'm here alone

 

And I'm running through the water

whether waterfalls come my way

gonna sink into it slowly

picture me free

'cause now I'm running through the water

drowning in the water

and I've washed myself clean

of you