Destiny or fate?
Love or hate?
The time has come,
but now it's too late
to save myself from me.

Throw myself into pits of despair,
remembering times when I wouldn't dare.
If it were someone else,
maybe I'd care
but that just isn't the case.

Recalling nights of tearshed
and wondering why I'm not dead.
If the demons had their way,
on my blood they'd have fed
but I refuse to die.

Don't worry I'm here
there's no need to fear,
but soon I'll be gone
though the reason's not clear.
I can never return again.

In dreams I fly,
I feel so high.
When I awake
I start to cry.
Why can't I be up there?

Misery dances in the rain,
a thousand cuts but no pain,
it all adds up.
Yup, I'm insane.
Lock me up for good.