-How Long?

How long do I have to wait
to say I love you?
 
Wasting away and yearning;
I see you in the hazy amethyst clouds
of my dreams.
Jewel tones augmenting
that certain sparkle in your eyes;
a diamond reflection,
multi-faceted,
but nary as precious as the real thing.
 
You carry my heart
like a candle flame for a prayer,
keeping your own unknown vigil.
Speaking my name as to render me
powerless in your arms.
Waving this white flag of surrender;
like ether to wipe away my furrowed brow of doubt.
Cast a shadow of deliverance
upon my tortured self.
 
Tossed ashore by wayward winds of my past
into the touch of your saving grace,
I wonder if you could be the one.
 
How long do I have to wait
to say I love you?